March 2012
You don't always have to get rid of the pain. You...
Honestly how I'm feeling right now.
Anyone: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
Have you ever felt?
Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is...
February 2012
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Just a dream | Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie
It's sad when you can finally say "I'm used to it"...
I'm sorry.
to my parents: i'm sorry i'm such a dissapointment and i'm sorry i can't be like her.
to my friends: i'm sorry i always talk about how fat i am. i'm sorry i have no self esteem and i'm sorry i can't be a better friend
to the people at my school: i'm so sorry i'm weird. i'm sorry i don't fit in. i'm sorry i don't look pretty or skinny like all of you.
to myself: i'm sorry i was ever born, i'm sorry i cut knives into you, i'm sorry i starve you and i'm just sorry i hate you so much.
My Heart Rate:
xnikkeh:
Normal :
Talking to you :
Seeing you with someone else:
Late Night Thoughts
wongnumber:
You think about your day. Yesterday. How tomorrow will be. You future. Your past. Your mistakes and regrets. Your flaws. The heartbreaks, the pain you once felt. All these emotions that you thought you’d never experience again. It all comes back to you and it’s nights like these where you can’t sleep, and re-experience the stress and the pain once more.
What's the point ?
kimmieeh:
Honestly I always wonder why I even bother in trying.. I mean it obvious that you don’t even care anymore. If you did care you would try talking to me as much as I tried talking to you. So honestly I’m done, there is no point in trying when you don’t even bother caring for me as much as I care for you.
